I’m not asking you to be mine…. I just want to be yours.– summer
When a man wants to be with u, he’ll be with u. Period. There won’t be excuses, drama, shadiness or uncertainty.
tired, sleepy, relieved….surprised, glad… and a little mad. emotions overflow. let’s go play hide and seek ;)
tired, sleepy, relieved………. My mom was rushed to Mother and Child emergency room earlier. Nakita sha ng cousin ko na walang malay. Di kasi makahinga si mama for i think 2 weeks na. Naka oxygen sha minsan, or nebulizer kapag keri pa. I rendered halfday. Umuwi ako ng 12… natakot kasi ako. Last night, she hugged me tight. Namimiss nya na daw ako and parang nagpapaalam sha. Thank God, di kame na-admit. She has to undergo series of lab tests again. Magastos.. pero keri pa naman. Suspect ng doctors is umulit yung TB nya 4 yrs ago. Sana hinde. :(
surprised, glad…. si Summer, pangalwang araw na tumatawag. Nasusurprise ako at masaya at the same time. Shempre, in a non malicious way na.
and a little mad. emotions overflow. let’s go play hide and seek ;)…………. si VBF, alam ko naman online sha ngayong gabi. Invi mode. Pero d nya ko nipop. I don’t know what he is up to. Pero I must admit.. like ko na sha. Sad but true :( Dangan kasi ambilis ko magfall. Antanga mo talaga sa pag ibig, Lilai.
I have a habit of falling too hard and falling too fast, and getting my hopes up for something that won’t last.– sad but true
Let love come to you, be patient. In fairy tales they don’t find each other until the last page
Sometimes, the best way to get someone’s attention is to stop giving yours.
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 08:46 AM): ano pakiramdam mo after ntn mgusap khpon
Lilai (7/13/2011 9: 09:09 AM): hmmm... wala naman. napapag isip. kinakabahan, ganon
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 10:27 AM): hahaha, mtgal ka kc wla relationship
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 10:34 AM): bkt ka nmn kinakabahan?
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 10:44 AM): d nmn ako masamang tao
Lilai (7/13/2011 9: 11:28 AM): granted na di ka masamang tao..still, i don't know you well.
Lilai (7/13/2011 9: 11:46 AM): in fact, i know very little of you
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 14:01 AM): well as ive said, u can ask rose
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 14:12 AM): im a very good guy
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 14:23 AM):
Lilai (7/13/2011 9: 15:13 AM): hehehe... wala naman ako sinasabing bad ka.
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 21:42 AM): okies
virtual_BF (7/13/2011 9: 22:02 AM): pero im giving u my assurance na im a very good guy
>>>> Today, we did not chat. I am unsure where he is. Nakakasad, yes. But that's life. : )
I’m living for the only thing I know
I’m running and not quite sure where to go
And I don’t know what I’m diving into…
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Two days ago, a close friend of mine told me…
i mean para kang routine makipag date
kilatis muna then meet up
why not cook up something else?
it’s likely that whatver you’re soing aint working
so sabi nga move on and try something else
And so did I :)
Yesterday, July 12, 2011, I got myself a virtual boyfriend.
Oh, yes… V-I-R-T-U-A-L.
A colleague sort of “introduced” me to him last Friday, thru Yahoo Messenger.
I agreed to chat because he basically has all my non negotiables - financial stability, college degree, single as in single, sensible, and the grammar is okay.
I was surprised that he is as careful as I am when it comes to english grammar - and I super like that in a guy.
We were flirting yesterday I would say. It started when he admitted that he is a drummer and that he can sing well. Hell, yeah! If i were in college, I might be day dreaming at the moment and wishing that he would notice me. I go gaga over guys who both can play drums and do vocals :)
I told him that if I am still in my teenage years, I could have wished he was my man. Sabi nya “Ang tanong… gusto mo ba?” That’s where it started.
Knowing the “manang” me, I am super hesitant. Of course I am thinking of my safety.
But he is just too persistent… so I agreed in the end.
And now, I am caught up in the middle. What’s next? Should I expect?
Of course I know the answer, I know what to do… sana lng nga eh di na naman ako mag fall. Most of the time it’s too easy to say na “Don’t expect”. But we’re all living in a world full of expectations. Cguro, I should not expect na lang TOO MUCH. Sabi nga, you can’t hurry love.. you just have to wait.
And allow me to borrow this line from an article I read: “Pardon me for being too human. I’ll try to be a freaking cyborg next time.”
Funny thing is… i still don’t know his mobile number and his home address haha. Plus… I said yes at 3PM… 3 o’clock habit. Haha!
"Don’t expect," I was told time and again. "You should know better by now. Don’t expect lest you’ll get hurt."
Don’t cry over someone who wouldn’t cry over you. -Lauren Conrad